My gestures are not always visable for the human eye but they stay in the back of man mind and after time people even don't know why we are so close but they feel it and that's the most important. I sent smses at 3am during the night to someone,
just because something pricked my heart and i felt nervy about him/her, or just to tell them that in this moment i was thinking of them. Well that's me.
In fact i want to say:is it necessary to save every single word? would you say it isn't so that life saves us happiness, money, politeness and love?so why should we be tight-fisted in expressing our emotions?
Many times i got hurt cos just said to some unknown i liked him/her,or to soneone close but i don't care i would suffer for that again-this is the only sweet of life-to hurt you,even to get bitter taste that u did and do something good, something beautiful but to do it to give it the chance to live, to exist,
Do u think that every good gesture i gave to someone was vouchsafed not with an answer but just attention?
do u think every of my smiles, tormented inside but shining out was returned back to me?
do u think that everyone who i asked: how are u?, wating him with all of my heart to tell me everything that he's got on his mind, asked me truly how was i, or if they returned the answer at all and it wasn;t in that dirty,routine way,
for which ppl accept that phrase for a disinterested "Hi".


Is it neccesary to lose someone u love, to remember that u should have told him/her that u appreciate the chance to know each other.
My flesh creeps from cold people, it doesn't matter if that is inwardly or seemingly-yes,to me,who always feel hot,,,

cowardly, haughty people-a bigger terror can't be born in my life,,,,